moments that are engraved on my mind

there was a girl sitting next to me, at first i did not even realise that she was there as i myself was concentrating in my prayer that i forgot about others, suddenly she was sobbing very hard that she scared me, i glanced at her and i was taken aback by the tears that were streaming from her eyes.Jumping on my feet i walked away, i thought my life was doomed, but looking at her, i guessed i was not the only one.now only i could see her sitting there beside me before Ka'aba, i wish i could tell her how sorry i was that i did not console her, or at least stayed by her side,

and life goes on, driving home from work i listened to an islamic channel, the fuel was more than half full as i was a little bit light on the paddle, other vehicles were also on a slow pace, nobody speed as there was a police traffic near the junction the day before, the deejay was saying "if we seek human's pleasure with Allah SWT wrath, we will be left at human's will...." and forgive me God if it ever crosses me to seek that path....

the hot weather made my mind wonder to a sister whom i could not see her face.she nearly passed out in front of me when we were struggling to get near to performing the tradition of Prophet saw, now i wonder whether it was due to the heat as it was in May, i whispered to her that we should back out to save ourselves , we were nearly drown by the crowd, i could not imagine our fate if either of us fell to the ground we desperately moved out, pulling her out to a space nevertheless i was suddenly pushed foward and facing towards it. i was able to perform the tradition, stubbornly , i set my mind to get to know it as per itself 'the stone' , so it was itself.....and so it was true, seeing it from another angle, God knows what is in the heart and what is in the mind....

But not long before, there was a girl who was trying hard to touch the stone as how a sahabah did it, keeping it in mind that the Prophet saw had touch it, she was eager to trace the tradition, it was not easy it was a struggle ...the scent bloomed in her heart that her heart could burst open, and she was beguiled by it....and i said SUBHANALLAH, Allah SWT the most Gracious and Most Merciful