barking up the wrong tree

it's already march... i ve been dragging myself to finish the book, it has been slow since theres a lot to think about the content. yesterday after having some nourishing moments with family, i recalled the messages received from my bro who is at present performing umrah. Hopefully, he remembers to pray for me. ....

countdown

few days to new year...i want to find books on the history of the companion of Rasulullah saw, reinstall my psp with may favourite game and learn a little bit of sign language...

I am learning

i pray to God to always save me, keep me by HIS side, do not let me stray from the right path, guide me in life, this life might seems taking a long route, facing lots of ups and down sometimes hard but always harder, with lots of smile tears joy and laughter, all treaded with patience, unconditional, through times we matured but also make mistakes.
Following the Prophet's footsteps is the best way to get the ALMIGHTY's blessing, from HIM we came and to HIM we shall return,. Before we were born we had witnessed HIS greatness, we understood then,, so why do we waive it now.....yup ...i guess that is what we call giving in to temptation
am addicted to shopping !!!!!! cant stand those beautiful dress, already bought 2 last month....if i buy this month .that means i need a new wardrobe

Is it once cheated twice shy or once beaten twice shy

i stumbled for the right idiom to say, but it just blurted out " once cheated....." was i emotionally affected by the past, well.... no actually, i have this habit of lapses. someone says it is a symptom of a desease, but i'm not gonna dwell on that yet, may be next time.
First i was dying to perform hajj but it seems like we're not yet invited by ALLAH SWT.Everything has its hikmah, in every cloud there is a silver lining. I guess i havent really prepared to go there ,...

revision revision

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3I0qV9wA-gA&NR=1

Farewell Ramadhan...

Alhamdullillah for we managed to fast throughout the month. I had my break for nearly 15 days which was actually a little bit less. I was upset for awhile, but God's the best Planner, we meekly and humbly submit to His Almighty. I had my good news, we most probably could perform the fifth pillar of Islam. Prayi ng hard for it.
What's going on lately? well nothing much, i guess. I had been trying on my business skill. helping my brother to sell his goods, well i did quite well. So to spread the wing my friends and i tried to sell tudung, it ended up we liked many of the tudung and sold a few. A lady and a nice tudung is actually inseparable.
Hopefully Ramadhan has touched many hearts, including mine to, and that Allah SWT will guide us to always be on His path.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. we cleanse ourselves from sins and forgive others, well there is nothing to lose except we are closer to God.Insya Allah.

am livid

work start next week but i'm neither thrill nor anxious about it, the spirit has gone to pot....i need few years more to stay put, then i need to revamp the plan ahead, am i not being thankful...may be i need to kick myself to return to my sanity
i am too livid to make reliable decision....so i leave it for now.....