I am learning

i pray to God to always save me, keep me by HIS side, do not let me stray from the right path, guide me in life, this life might seems taking a long route, facing lots of ups and down sometimes hard but always harder, with lots of smile tears joy and laughter, all treaded with patience, unconditional, through times we matured but also make mistakes.
Following the Prophet's footsteps is the best way to get the ALMIGHTY's blessing, from HIM we came and to HIM we shall return,. Before we were born we had witnessed HIS greatness, we understood then,, so why do we waive it now.....yup ...i guess that is what we call giving in to temptation
am addicted to shopping !!!!!! cant stand those beautiful dress, already bought 2 last month....if i buy this month .that means i need a new wardrobe

Is it once cheated twice shy or once beaten twice shy

i stumbled for the right idiom to say, but it just blurted out " once cheated....." was i emotionally affected by the past, well.... no actually, i have this habit of lapses. someone says it is a symptom of a desease, but i'm not gonna dwell on that yet, may be next time.
First i was dying to perform hajj but it seems like we're not yet invited by ALLAH SWT.Everything has its hikmah, in every cloud there is a silver lining. I guess i havent really prepared to go there ,...