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Lirik Lagu ” Antara Dua Cinta “Artis ” Raihan “

Apa Yang Ada Jarang Disyukuri
Apa Yang Tiada Sering Dirisaukan
Nikmat Yang Dikecap Baru Kan Terasa
Bila Hilang Apa Yang Diburu Timbul Rasa Jemu
Bila Sudah Di Dalam Genggaman
Dunia Ibarat Air Laut
Diminum Hanya Menambah Haus
Nafsu Bagaikan fatamorgana
Di Padang Pasir
Panas Yang Membahang Disangka Air
Dunia dan Nafsu Bagai Bayang-bayang
Dilihat Ada Ditangkap Hilang
Tuhan Leraikanlah DuniaYang Mendiam Di Dalam Hatiku
Kerana Di Situ Tidak ku Mampu
Mengumpul Dua Cinta
Hanya CintaMu ku Harap Tumbuh
Dibajai Bangkai Dunia Yang Kubunuh

it doesn't rain but it pours

last night was really a heavy rain , and windy too...my mood twirled from light to heavy , the sound of water tapping on the roof really soothing and enchanting, it has been so long period since a heavy downpour.such magical sound is a music to my ears.
the day turns out bright, the plants are sure dancing in happiness :enough water and sun to make them grow healthily.
i keep on hearing myself saying "move on", i wonder what it means....do i move on correctly, but based on the rule of possibility, there is not only a one correct way, there could be others also. hopefully i could move on better steps. But how?
i want to change the flower pot, the leaves are withering, it does not get enough sun, the awning is blocking the sunlight, even the clothes dry slower. plants are different from one and another, too much sun can be a benefit to some but a disaster to another.
so....just rearrange and move them....

man vs devil

an idle man's brain is the devil's workshop. so would you rather do nothing or something. it's actually a dead end no choice but to keep on digesting , living , adapting and processing, of course there is routine, but the inevitable is always appearing causing goosebumps.what the hell do i care whether a man or the devil occupying others brain but surely not mine. hehehe ... am i overacting? perhaps that is how my life cycles, always facing ups and downs , a little bit dramatic, am i? well a non-stop-laugh is not a medicine to the soul, we could be labeled as madman, or actually disguising behind a face-mask, of something that is hard to face or admit. remember 'joker" who is an enemy to spiderman or is it batman. let us deal with that later.....
go back to fitrah...find your journey to ALLAH SWT

chowwwwww
salam.

spontaneity

spontaneity and creativity are good partners......

tumultous state

there was a girl searching for prospective good husband, she gave many conditions that were difficult to fulfil. Then, there was a man who was willing to undertake her will, he strove fot the best and succeeded,.
on the day of their wedding a war broke, they could not tie the knot as the imam was held as a captive by the enemy, the bride cried and cried. the groom promised her to get another imam however on his way there, he was trapped at the imam's house because the place was under siege and it was in a tumultous state . the bride cried and cried. but she cried harder and this time because the imam had a beautiful daughter...:P

a leg up

distance is a fact
that i can only watch sad faces through screen
i want to be there
to wipe the tears, brush the hair
clean the bruises
but i can only hope to be there
extending a leg-up
would it be possible
to see you smile
be sure
to steadfast in HIS SWT path
do not stray
do not doubt
do not sway
as your reward is jannah

let us join hand
to donate and support the Palestinian cause

nothingness

a woman walked up to a friend telling things that was not making any sense, the friend practically did not respond to the nothingness. she felt awkward, retreating to her seat, she asked herself whether the friend was deaf because the replied was unexpected. calming herself down, she told herself that people see things differently. She wondered why?

The friend walked away silently, ignoring the woman's absurdity of telling her to do jobs that did not concern her. She knew her voice would sound harsh so she kept quiet. thinking silence is golden. she also realised how people see things differently.

Quietly i watched how they faced each other, a silent dispute.